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Visual exploration of fantasies in gender-fluidity, femininity, glamour,transformation, illusion, cross-dressing, dominance and submission. Images posted here are NSFW and are the properties of the respective owners.


Saturday, April 21, 2012

Ask The Goddess - What's Real and What's Fake?

"I can't believe these are mine now. . . "

  
The lady or the dream?  Which am I. . . isn't it obvious?













  This question has come up a few times, but I'll repeat it once more. 

 Like many of you who visit this blog regularly, I dream of having a feminine form.  I imagine life on the other side where I wake up with a slit between my thighs.  I dream of feeling the heft of breasts as I walk along the street in high heels and a tight skirt.  I want to feel long hair tickle my shoulders as I walk out of the salon.  I want to feel panties against my mound and lipstick on my lips.  I want to seen as beautiful, pretty, cute and sexy while at the same time being seen as an object of lust and underestimated because of my gender.  I want to prove a pig wrong for seeing only my breasts and not my personality.  I want to go out and be looked at from across the room by a stranger, then have him come over and spend the next 15 minutes trying to impress me.  I want to be able to decide if I want to have some fun with him or if I want to dismiss him and find someone better.  

I want to steal someone's boyfriend with a wink and smile.  I want to be the bitch in the room everyone hates because I look good in my dress and make everyone else feel inadequate.  I want to look at another girl walking in and hating her for having equal or better fashion sense than me.   I want to feel soft arms wrap up around me as I kiss another girl.  I want to decide if I like it better than a boy.  I want to feel the anxiety of knowing I could carry a life if I so choose.  I want to wear white shoes after Labor Day.  I want to fall in love too fast and have my heart broken.  I want to do nasty things good girls don't.  I want to pretend to be a good girl when I know I'm not.  I want to be allowed to cry at a movie if I want to and no one thinks less about it.  I want aunt flow to visit (just once) so I can say I know feeling.  

I want all of those things and a million other experiences, but I can't have them because I wasn't born a woman and/or the world hasn't discovered magic.  Ideally, I would want to experience these things on my terms - As a woman in any form at any time of my choosing.  Of course, this fantasy can't be true so I explore it here on this blog. 
  
Aside from this fantasy, I quite enjoy my life.  I don't dress nor do I have a desire to because I can't have the body/look for it.  I hope this clears up any questions on the subject.

1 comment:

  1. That was a very passionate Simone Manifesto, if I do say so myself! It probably sums up most of my feelings as well, so it definitely resonated here.

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